| Wilby Wonderful: Tumbleweeds
Tumbleweeds
Pairing: Duck/Dan from Wilby Wonderful
Story notes: This is the first of three Wilby pieces
Im planning on writing. The one takes place right after the movie
ends, the second one will be one week/month later and the third one
will be six months down the line. While they all have the same overall
story arc, each should hopefully stand on their own. These stories are
a true labor of love. I have never been so touched by a movie. And my
hope is that I have in some way captured the spirit of the film. One
of the great things about Wilby is that with its minimal back
story, there is such rich earth to sow. So everyone, get planting.
Speaking of planting, the history behind the tree near the end of this
story was adapted from here: http://www.outdoorns.com/ancient.htm
Authors Notes: This fic owes much to Pirl
as most of the fertile little details and back story were spun in chats
with her. And this fic is dedicated to her because not only does she
encourage and enable me, complete with soundtracks and beautiful artwork,
but she also said, what the hell, and hopped a plane to
Toronto to see it three times with me on the big screen.
All for you, darling.
And while I do so love Canada, I am not Canadian nor do I play one on
TV. I have done my best to capture the spirit of the film, but I am
American, so if anything seems incorrect culture-wise, please let me
know, and I humbly apologize in advance.
Thanks also to RileyC
for beta. Any mistakes within are solely my own.
And finally, these guys arent mine. Im just playing in the
glorious Wilby sandbox. No infringement intended or profit made.
*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~*~
Tumbleweeds
by Maverick
It had taken a few days, but things in Wilby had returned to normal.
News of Dan Jarvis and The Watch scandal had washed out to sea as new
gossip about a famous Mainlanders love nest on the south end of
the Island rolled in. One good thing about Islanders was that as a general
rule their attention spans were short.
After three days of observation, Dan was deemed no longer a danger to
himself and was set to be released from Wilby Medical Center. The staff
toned down the remaining gossip to mere whispers as he waited for Duck
MacDonald to come pick him up. Duck had been Dans most steadfast
visitor, but others came to see him as well. Sandra Anderson and her
daughter Emily stopped by each morning with coffee and donuts. The Motel
staff sent over a fruit basket and Buddy and Carol French stopped in
with heartfelt apologies. Dan accepted each offering with a shy grace,
moved by each kindness.
But it was Ducks seemingly constant presence that truly buoyed
his spirits. Even when Duck left each night after visiting hours, the
sweet smell of the handpicked flowers he brought everyday lingered,
blanketing Dan as he drifted off to sleep.
Dan sat in the chair and looked out the window as he waited for his
release papers. Oddly enough, deciding life was indeed worth living,
and then almost dying in a freak accident brought with it an incredible
sense of clarity. It was like he had awoken from a long slumber. Life
no longer seemed so barren or bleak. The sun now warmed his face, the
flowers smelled sweeter, the coffee tasted better, and the feel of Ducks
rough hand, his strong thumb stroking along his jaw, held its own epiphany.
Desolation had given way to a bounty he could never have imagined. And
that revelation was no more apparent than when Duck kissed him. Soft,
chaste kisses that infused him with such hope and promise that he felt
electrified, like he was truly alive for the first time in his life.
As if on cue, Duck appeared in the doorway, his good shirt replaced
by a navy blue T-shirt under his white painter overalls. But it wasnt
his clothes that Dan noticed. It was his smile, the way Ducks
eyes seemed brighter when he looked at him.
You ready to go? Duck asked walking across the room to where
Dan was seated.
Dan smiled and nodded. Just waiting on the final release papers.
Taking in Ducks appearance once more, he added, Im
not keeping you from work, am I?
Duck leaned against the window sill behind Dan, letting his hand rest
on the other mans shoulder. You might be, he said
with a smile. But the great thing about being your own boss is
you usually dont get in trouble for leaving work early.
Dan looked down, suddenly feeling shy. Im sorry. You can
just drop me off at the motel then or I could take a cab.
No, I cant, Duck said, moving around to squat down
in front of Dans chair. Placing his hands on Dans thighs,
he splayed his fingers and squeezed. He shook the legs gently, knocking
the knees together to make the other man meet his eyes. You have
nothing to be sorry for. Im where I want to be. And Im not
just taking you back to the Motel. Were going to have lunch and
enjoy this beautiful day like we planned.
Dan looked down at Ducks hands on his legs. I just dont
want to be a bother.
Pitching himself forward, Duck leaned in until his mouth was against
Dans ear. Does it look like Im bothered? Lifting
his head slightly, his breath warm against Dans skin, he nuzzled
the other mans temple. Pulling back, he looked directly into Dans
eyes. Working my way up to hot and bothered, maybe, he said
with a wink. But we have plenty of time for that. Today, were
just going to celebrate your release.
Dan put his hands over Ducks that were still pressing into his
thighs. Youre sure?
Im positive, Duck said, his voice hitching as Dans
thumb began sweeping across his hand. I figured you werent
up to a big scene, so I asked Sandra to just make us something to go.
I thought maybe youd like a picnic?
That... Dan had to clear his throat. That sounds nice.
Where? The Watch?
No, not The Watch. Theres a small dune on the far side of
the lighthouse. My Dad used to bring my Mum there to watch the sunset.
Wont it be crowded?
No, its kind of hard to get to, so most people dont
bother. Me, I always thought that things that took a little more effort
usually turned out to be worth it. Duck looked into Dans
eyes, letting him know he wasnt just talking about the view.
Dan squeezed Ducks hands and smiled.
A polite cough at the door made them both look up to find the nurse
standing in the doorway with a wheelchair. "Mr. Jarvis, I just
need your signature here, she said holding out a clipboard. And
then youre free to go.
Duck stood up and moved to the side so Dan could do the same. Dan quickly
signed the papers. Is that really necessary? Dan asked looking
down at the wheelchair.
Im afraid so, its hospital policy. Please have a seat.
As Dan settled into the chair, Duck picked up Dans duffel bag
off the bed. Is this it?
Dan looked up and smiled. Yes, except for the flowers. He
nodded at them on the bedside table.
Duck smiled back as he picked up the makeshift vase of wild flowers.
Swinging the duffel bag over his shoulder, he followed Dan and the nurse
out of the room. Im parked out back.
When Dan stood up and walked out the hospital door, he stopped for just
a moment to appreciate the beautiful day. The sun was warm and bright
and the smell of freshly cut grass hung in the air.
Duck turned and looked over at Dan. You, OK?
Dan took a deep breath and exhaled. Im good. Its just
beautiful today.
Duck nodded, his eyes never leaving Dans. Yeah, its
beautiful all right.
~*~*~*~
Having only worked until noon the day before, Duck went to work early
the next day. Hed been painting Mildred Knowless house a
bright canary yellow since first light that morning. He was happy to
be busy though. It left him with less time to dwell on the fact that
Dan would be coming over for dinner that evening. He was excited, but
a bit nervous as well. He knew he should take things slow with the other
man, but it was hard. He felt a connection with Dan that was so strong
and so undeniable that it took all his self-restraint to stop himself
from rushing things. And it wasnt just what Dan had been through
in the last few months that had him holding back, it was something so
much more.
He wanted to do things right, he wanted to court the other man, like
his Dad had courted his Mum. He had found a measure of peace since returning
to Wilby that made him okay with the prospect of spending his life alone.
But since hed met Dan, he realized that while he would be okay
alone, he didnt want to be. He wanted friendship. He wanted companionship.
He wanted love.
After stopping to pour himself a glass of sweet iced tea from his thermos,
he sat down under Millies weeping willow tree, his back up against
the trunk, and let his mind wander back to their picnic. Dan had been
quiet when they stopped into Iggys to pick up lunch, but hed
insisted on coming inside with Duck to again say thank you to Sandra
and Emily. Of course Irene had been there, spiteful mouth at the ready,
but Duck had glared at her when they entered. A glare so harsh that
it kept her quiet and looking out the window as Sandra handed over the
picnic basket full of food.
Once they got to the dune, Dan had opened up a little, sharing details
of his life. Duck now knew he grew up in Fox Crossing, a picturesque
little town, situated on a tiny river delta in a valley northeast of
Vancouver. It was a town founded by trappers and while slightly bigger
than Wilby, it carried the same ambiance. Dan had chuckled then explaining
that by ambiance, he meant that just like in Wilby everyone knew everyone
elses business. Dan told him that both his parents were still
alive and lived in Vancouver. Hed gotten quiet when he spoke of
them, so Duck changed the subject to his own parents and why the dune
had been so special to them. He told Dan how his Mum would sneak out
of her house to meet his Dad on the beach.
And when they had finished eating their fried egg sandwiches and potato
salad, they stretched their legs out and leaned back against the boulder
that lined the edge of the dune. It was then that Dan had reached out
and taken Ducks hand in his as they watched the sun skip and sparkle
across the water. They sat in silence listening to the lapping of the
sea.
Duck was so lost in his remembering that he didnt hear Millie
approach.
My, that is bright isnt it? But you warned me about that,
didnt
you?
Shaken out of his reverie, Duck stood up and walked over to where Millie
was standing. It wont seem that way once its all done.
Its just the contrast of the new color next to the old one.
Millie patted his arm. Youre probably right. Im off
to my bridge party. I made you that strawberry rhubarb pie you like
so much. Its cooling on the counter.
You didnt have to do that, maam, but thank you.
I know I didnt have to, but Katy MacDonald was my best friend
for over 50 years, so let an old lady spoil her son a little.
Duck just nodded his head.
Dont work too much longer, I know you have plans tonight.
Plans? Duck said wondering how she could possibly know about
his date with Dan.
Yes, plans. Have you forgotten that this is Wilby? Hes a
nice boy. When Jack got sick, hed bring John Wayne movies to the
hospital free of charge. Hes a quiet one, but he and Jack could
talk about movies for hours.
Duck remembered seeing Dan at Jacks funeral a few months back.
That sounds like him. And it also explained why Dan was
so touched when hed brought some Western movies for them to watch
at the hospital.
And for the record, I think your Mum would have liked him.
Really? Duck asked, though he thought so as well. His Mum
would have liked Dan a lot.
Millie reached up and patted Ducks cheek. Really, all she
ever wanted was for you to be happy, and you looked pretty happy over
there a minute ago. Now lean on down here and let me give you a kiss.
Duck did as Millie asked, Thank you again.
She kissed his cheek. Youre welcome and dont forget
to take the pie with you, Millie reminded him, knowing his thanks
were for much more than the pie.
~*~*~*~
Dan had spent most of the morning looking through real estate ads in
one of the back booths at Iggys. Having signed over most of his
assets to Belle, he was kind of strapped for cash. He took a sip of
his coffee and smiled ruefully. Thats what happens when you didnt
finish what you started. But he couldnt really be too mad at himself
for not going through with it. Life was so full of possibilities if
you let yourself see them.
Mind if I join you? Sandra asked setting down a plate of
muffins on the table.
Dan looked up and smiled. Please, he said, waving his hand
toward the seat across from him. Hed only known her a short while,
but Sandra has proven herself to be a kindred spirit.
How are you feeling today?
Im good. And truth be told, he was. And that realization
still left him breathless. He figured it probably would for a long time
to come.
Sandra picked up a blueberry muffin and broke it in half. I have
a proposition for you, she said between bites. The stricken look
on Dans face made her laugh. Dont worry, not *that*
kind of proposition.
Sorry, I... Dan looked down, face red with embarrassment.
Reaching out, Sandra, patted Dans arm. Well with my reputation,
youd have to wonder. Actually though, its a business proposition.
Dan looked up, surprised. Really?
Yes. I heard you werent planning on reopening your video
store.
Thats right, I put the building and the house in Belles...,
my wife, ex-wifes name, when I planned... Dan trailed off
waving his hands.
Sandra nodded in understanding, patting Dans arm again. What
about the movies?
Those I still have. Why are you asking?
Sandra smiled. Thats where the proposition comes in. What
do you think about maybe setting up shop here with me?
Renting videos out of the diner?
Sandra nodded yes. In the space upstairs. There used to be a pool
table and some dart boards, but the former owner took them when he left,
so that big old room is empty.
I dont...
You dont know what to say? Sandra slid out the booth
and smiled down at him. Well why dont we go upstairs and
take a look and then you can say yes.
Dan stood up to follow her. It couldnt hurt to look. You
should know Im kind of financially strapped at the moment.
Sandra looked over at him as they climbed up the stairs. Me too.
See wed be perfect partners.
Dan couldnt help but smile at her enthusiasm. He looked around
the empty room and could see the store in his head. The space was perfect,
bigger than the old place. All it needed was some shelves and a checkout
counter. If he wanted to stay in Wilby, and he had decided in the hospital
that he did indeed want to stay there, he would need a job. He closed
his eyes and took a deep breath, exhaling slowly. Ill take
it, he said, surprising even himself.
She smiled wide. I thought youd take more convincing than
this.
Dan nodded his head in agreement. Me too. But if Ive learned
anything these last few weeks, its to appreciate the opportunities
given to you.
Shall we shake on it, partner? Sandra asked, extending her
hand to Dan. Well work out all the details later.
Dan shook her hand before running his fingers through his hair. He felt
suddenly winded.
Are you all right.
He nodded yes. I just get overwhelmed sometimes.
Overwhelmed? Sandra asked concerned.
With how amazing life can be.
Sandra smiled in agreement.
~*~*~*~
Duck left Millies place early as she had instructed and had come
home to start dinner and straighten up. Checking the clock on the wall,
Duck realized that Dan would be there in a little over an hour. Draping
his Mums lace tablecloth across his kitchen table, he exhaled
deeply when he noticed his hands were trembling. While he normally went
through life with a comfortable ease, he couldnt seem to shake
the nervous flutter in his stomach. Hed almost forgotten the sweet
buzz that accompanied honest desire. But this time that desire was tempered
by something far greater. Love. He was falling in love. It felt like
his heart might burst from it. Running his hands through his hair, he
exhaled once more. Man, he had it bad.
He hadnt talked to Dan since he had dropped him back at the Motel
the night before and it had him restless. When Dan was in the hospital,
hed visited several times a day, so this was the longest hed
gone without seeing him since that first night. How things had changed
in just a matter of days. He gasped sharply as the thought that Dan
might not show up hit him like a punch to the gut. No, hed be
there. He would.
Leaning against the door frame between the kitchen and the living room,
he ran his fingers across his lips, letting himself remember Dans
mouth, soft against his own as they said goodbye in the truck the night
before. He closed his eyes and let the memories wash over him. Dans
fingers in his hair, thumbs stroking his cheeks. The first tentative
slip of tongue between those slightly chapped lips. And the taste, Christ
the taste of that mouth. Tart from the lemonade but oh so sweet. He
knew from that first exploration, hed never get enough.
With a shudder, Duck pulled himself out of his reverie. Stopping at
the sink, he cupped his hand under the faucet and brought it to his
now parched mouth. He needed to step it up, he still had things he had
to do to get ready. Dan would be there soon.
Just out of the shower and clad only in his baggiest jeans, Duck was
towel drying his hair when he heard the knock at the door. He grabbed
his gray thermal shirt off the bed and pulled it over his head as he
walked to the front door. Hey, youre early, he said
greeting Dan with a radiant smile. Not only had he come, but he was
early. He studied Dans face, nervous but eager. Probably the mirror
image of his own. He looked past Dan for a moment as he noticed the
taxi pulling away. But then his focus was back on Dan who was holding
a bottle of something and what looked liked an African Violet. You
didnt have to bring anything.
Dan shuffled his feet. I wanted to.
Okay, come on inside. Duck stepped to the side and let Dan
inside. You want me to take those? he asked, his eyes on
the bottle and the plant.
Dan cleared his throat. Sure. I remembered you said you didnt
drink anymore, so its just sparkling grape juice, and Id
never seen a violet quite that color before, so I had to buy it. I thought
maybe youd like it.
Duck squeezed Dans shoulder. I love it. Thank you,
he said taking the items from Dan. I dont think Ive
seen one that color blue before either. Make yourself at home while
I set these down in the kitchen.
Having put the bottle into the refrigerator, he sat the violet in the
middle of the table before heading back out to the living room. Stopping
in the doorway, he could remember his mother saying that a good host
always offered drinks straight away. And boy did he want to be a good
host. Can I get you a drink? Ive got lemonade, home brewed
sweet ice tea, which I should warn you is extremely sweet. Or we could
open up the grape juice.
Dan looked over at Duck. Lemonade would be great.
Okay Ill be right out. After pouring a lemonade for
Dan and a glass of tea for himself, he stood in the doorway once more
and watched Dan studying one of the paintings on the wall. Duck walked
over to where Dan was standing and handed him his glass.
Thanks. Dan took a sip and pointed to the picture on the
wall. Did you paint this?
Yep. That was actually one of my first paintings. Its not
one of my best, but my Dad loved it. He died about six months after
I painted it, so Ive never been able to part with it.
Its beautiful. I wasnt sure what it was at first,
but its ice on a tree branch, right?
Duck leaned back against the wall. Wow, you get a gold star there,
Cowboy, Duck said, enjoying how the nickname brought a flush to
Dans face. Nobody ever figures out what Ive painted.
Licking his lips, Dan reached out and traced his finger along the canvas,
It's the curve here that gives it away. The heavy ice makes it
bow but not break.
You wanna stop by Wilby High and tell Mrs. Applegate that for
me? She told me I had no talent as a painter and should try industrial
arts instead.
Its beautiful, Dan said fiercely.
Duck felt himself blush. Thanks, my Dad always said I had a unique
perspective and should be grateful for it. Ive got a lot more
out back in the workshop if you want to see then sometime.
Id like that.
Duck smiled. That was until he looked down and realized hed left
a pile of books stacked up on the old leather couch. He sat his drink
on the end table. Here, let me clear you a space to sit,
he said picking up the whole teetering stack at the same time. They
began to wobble until Dan came to his rescue and helped steady the books
as they set them down on the on coffee table. Their hands brushed against
each other as they straightened the pile. Sorry about that. Id
meant to straighten up a bit more before you got here.
No problem, I like that the place is lived in, you know?
Dan sat down on the newly cleared couch and patted the seat next to
him. After the hospital and the motel, its nice to be in
a home.
Picking up his drink, mouth suddenly dry, Duck nodded his head in agreement
and sat down on the couch beside the other man.
So, I take it you like to read?
Duck turned to the side so he could look at Dan, a wry smile on his
face. Yes, contrary to the rumors going around town, Im
not dyslexic.
Carol mentioned the committee decided to leave the banners up
as they are.
Yes they did, after I showed them the piece of paper that said,
Wilby Wonderful.
Did anyone admit the mistake?
Not hardly, but Im not going to dwell on it, Ive been
called worse than dyslexic. You saw Carol French today? Duck couldnt
bring himself to speak to her yet. He knew Dan would have died if she
hadnt cut him down, but she shoved him into a cupboard under the
stairs and that made the rage he kept so closely in check simmer to
the surface.
Dan nodded. Theres been an offer on the house.
Duck had to set his drink back down for fear hed drop it. Really?
Yes, they matched the asking price which I guess is unheard of,
Dan said, closing his eyes as he sipped his drink, missing the stricken
look on Ducks face. Not that it matters much to me as I
signed it over to Belle.
Duck cleared his throat. So..ahh...when do you leave?
Dan turned to face the other man. Leave?
With the house sold, I figured youd be leaving, what with
everything that happened.
Dan looked down and then over to Duck shyly. No, I decided to
stay in Wilby.
Duck let a tentative smile cross his face, his heart beating a little
faster. Really?
Yes, what you said to me that night really hit home.
Ducks smile grew bigger. What did I say?
Dan smiled back. That maybe itd be better if everyone knew.
You really think so?
Taking another sip of his drink, Dan shrugged his shoulders. Im
not sure, but I do know Im much happier today than I was last
week, even with the whispers and innuendo.
Im glad, Duck said, putting his hand on Dans
knee. Glad to hear that youre happy and glad that youre
staying.
Me too. Dan closed his eyes as Ducks thumb swept across
his kneecap. He swallowed hard. Whats for dinner.
Spaghetti, salad with the first tomatoes of the season from my
garden, and strawberry rhubarb pie for dessert.
Dan looked at him incredulously. I thought you said you couldnt
cook, but you made strawberry rhubarb pie?
Smiling, Duck shook his head. No, Millie Knowles did. She was
my Mums best friend, so she tends to spoil me just a bit.
I know her. Her husband Jack was a good customer and friend.
Duck nodded. I know, she told me today about how youd bring
movies to the hospital for him.
Well, we fans of westerns have to stick together.
Jack was a good guy. He and Millie looked after my Mum when I
was away.
Leaning forward to set his glass of lemonade on the coffee table, Dan
put his hand over Ducks on his knee and met the other mans
eyes. Thats another reason Im staying in Wilby. There
are good people here.
Yes, there are, Duck said leaning over to brush his lips
against Dans. Wrapping his arm around Dans neck, he ran
his tongue along Dans bottom lip.
Dan shuddered, opening his mouth to Ducks probing tongue, his
own tongue sliding into Ducks mouth.
They kissed like that until they both were breathless. With one last
flick of his tongue across Dans teeth, Duck pulled back, letting
his forehead rest against Dans. I should go start the water
for the spaghetti, he said without making any move to break the
contact. With a deep breath and a final sweep of his lips across Dans,
he got up off the couch. Ill be back in a minute.
Ill come with you, Dan said, following Duck into the
kitchen. He stood in the doorway, leaning against the frame and watched
as Duck filled a pot with water. When I was talking to Carol earlier,
she referred to you as Walter. Should I call you that instead?
Duck laughed as he turned on the gas stove. He looked back at Dan and
smiled. Would you prefer to be called Walter?
Smiling back, Dan shook his head, no.
Duck pulled out a kitchen chair and motioned for Dan to sit. My
Mum was the only one who ever called me Walter. Even my Dad never called
me that.
He called you Duck?
Turning a chair to the side so he could watch the stove, Duck sat down.
No, he just called me Kid. I was named after my Mums father
and lets just say he and my Dad didnt really get along.
Because your Dad was a sailor?
Duck couldnt stop the sweet chill that ran through him when he
realized Dan remembered what they had talked about at the beach. More
because he wasnt born an Islander. My Grandfather just never thought
my Dad was good enough for his only daughter.
But your mother had other ideas.
Oh yeah, and my Mum was never one to let anyone tell her what
to do. She always followed her heart.
So why Duck?
Well, like I mentioned yesterday, I was really short until my
junior year in high school. And when I hit puberty, my voice pretty
much quacked and honked for almost a year. Duck stood up and pulled
the already made salad out of the fridge, setting it on the table in
front of him. So, I became Duck. I hated it at first, but then
I realized, it was better than Walter.
Well, I had the opposite problem, Dan said quietly.
Let me guess, you were tall at a young age.
Dan nodded his head, blushing slightly. Gangly is the word I would
use. I was not the most coordinated kid in the world.
Did you have any nicknames then?
Dan smiled ruefully, A few I have chosen to forget. But my friend
Angela, who just happened to be too tall herself, used to call me Colt.
And the cowboy in you liked that one, Duck said with a wink.
I can see that though. It suits you, with your long legs and all.
Yes I did like it. Angela was a good friend, but we lost touch
when my parents moved us to Vancouver.
Reach behind you and grab that cutting board for me would you?
Dan handed it to Duck.
Thanks. Duck began slicing the tomatoes for the salad. Youve
never said how you ended up in Wilby? Duck looked over at Dan
trying to gauge the other mans reaction to that question. He didnt
want to make him uncomfortable. Unless you dont want to
talk about it.
Dan smiled. No, its okay. The company I worked for moved
their corporate offices from Vancouver to Toronto. Thats when
Belle and I got married. Dan stopped and looked at Duck.
You dont have to tell me, Duck said, reaching across
the table to take Dans hand in his. Weve got plenty
of time.
Dan squeezed Ducks hand and shook his head. No, I want to
tell you. I loved Belle. I want you to know that. She was my best friend
for a long time. There just wasnt a physical
Dan moved
his head from side to side.
Duck nodded. Okay
Dan looked down, obviously pained. I hurt her. I didnt mean
to, but I did. I just dont want people thinking shes to
blame.
I can understand that. No ones to blame, he wanted
to say, but he knew he had to let Dan get to that point in his own time
and his own way. Duck stood up and walked over to the stove. Im
just going to turn the water off, so you can finish, okay?
Dan nodded. So we were friends, spent most of our time together
and we were both tired of Vancouver, so it just made sense to make the
move together.
Duck sat back down. New places can be tough. Its good you
had someone. And Duck was surprised that he really meant that.
Belle might not have been right for Dan, but being alone when you didnt
want to be was worse.
Dan let out a deep breath. So we got married. My parents were
thrilled. Theyd pretty much given up on me settling down. And
of course, they started in about grandkids.
Thats got to be tough.
Closing his eyes, Dan nodded and gave Duck a slight smile. Belle
said that was the best thing about moving so far away. We only got lectured
once a week on the phone.
How long were you in Toronto?
A little over three years. After the first year, I was pretty
miserable. I tried to blame it on my job, on the city, but I think...
Duck nodded in acknowledge and reached out for Dans hand once
more.
Dan grasped Ducks hand, sweeping his thumb across Ducks
wrist. So, Id always told Belle, Id love to just quit
and open a video store somewhere like Fox Crossing. Just live the quiet
life, you know.
Duck nodded.
So she surprised me on our anniversary with a trip to Nova Scotia
and the surrounding islands. Wilby felt like home from the moment we
stepped off the ferry.
It does have that feel about it even when you dont want
it to, Duck said ruefully.
Still rubbing Ducks wrist with his thumb, Dan ran the fingers
of his other hand through his hair. So we went back to Toronto.
I gave notice, we sold our condo and I cashed in my stock options in
the company. We werent rich by any means, but that gave us enough
money to buy the house and open up the video store. And for a while,
I thought it was perfect. I was happy. Dan closed his eyes and
exhaled deeply. Of course it didnt last.
Duck didnt know what to say to that, so he just held Dans
hand tighter.
Neither spoke for a few minutes, but then Dan caught Ducks eyes
with his own. So where did you live after you left Wilby?
Duck smiled, honored that Dan has shared so much with him. For once
he was happy to talk about himself. He squeezed Dans hand once
more before standing up to start the water on the stove once more. All
over. Toronto, Vancouver. I even spent some time in the States. California,
Oregon, New Mexico.
What did you do?
Well, I worked as a lumberjack, an electrician, painter, along
with a bunch of other odd jobs.
Dan chuckled. Lumberjack?
Yep. Duck smiled and winked. And Ive got the
checkered shirt to prove it.
Dan licked his lips. Youll have to show me sometime.
You got it, Duck said, rubbing his hand on Dans shoulder
as he reached behind him to get the colander off the shelf. Okay,
let me get the pasta started. You want to go bring our drinks in from
the other room?
Sure. Dan went back into the living room, catching his reflection
in the mosaic tiled mirror above the fire place. He was startled to
see the reflection staring back at him. It was someone who looked
genuinely happy not someone who was faking it because thats what
he was supposed to be feeling. The eyes looking back at him held only
a hint of sadness. Picking up the glasses, he headed back into the kitchen.
That mirror above the fire place is beautiful. Did you make it?
Duck cocked his head to the side like he was surprised by the question.
Yes, I made it for my Mum. Theres a long story behind it.
How bout I tell you after dinner?
Sure. Is there anything I can do?
Refresh the drinks.
Dan nodded and opened up the refrigerator and pulled out the lemonade
and iced tea.
Taking the pasta off the stove, Duck dumped it into the colander in
the sink. He then put it into the pot with the sauce, making a mess
on the counter as he tossed it together. Have a seat, I think
were about ready.
Dan sat back down at the table as Duck dumped a helping of spaghetti
on the plate in front of him and then on his own plate. Dan picked up
his spoon and twirled the pasta on his fork across the front of it.
He took a bite and tried really hard not to grimace. He chewed and swallowed
before reaching for his lemonade.
Duck took a bite of his own and spit it out into his napkin. Fuck,
Im so sorry, thats disgusting.
No, its not bad, Dan said going in for a second bite.
Duck reached across the table and stopped him, picking up Dans
plate. You, Mr. Jarvis, are a very bad liar. And this slop is
revolting. It really wasnt my attention for our first real date
to end with me giving you food poisoning.
Dan blushed. Date?
Putting the plates in the sink, Duck returned to the table and scooted
his chair closer to Dans. And yes, date. This is a date,
isnt it?
Dan closed his eyes and nodded. He looked up and leaned over to softly
brush his lips against Ducks, whispering, Yes, it is
a date.
Duck smiled against Dans lips. A date with really bad food.
Please dont judge me on my culinary skills.
Dan patted Ducks thigh under the table. I promise I wont.
Besides, the salad looks great. You said, you grew the tomatoes?
Duck leaned back in his chair and smiled. Yes, I picked them this
morning.
Well, who could ask for more than that?
~*~*~*~*~
Drying his hands on the dishtowel, Duck stood in the doorway of the
kitchen, watching Dans reflection in the mosaic-framed mirror.
Dan had offered to help with the dishes, but Duck told him to just make
himself at home. He liked the idea of Dan settling in, beginning to
feel comfortable in his house. He hoped it was the first of many such
evenings.
Dans eyes caught his in the mirror and his reflection smiled at
him as he walked over to stand beside him. He reached out and touched
the small of Dans back, holding his palm there, relishing the
warmth for a moment before dropping his hand to his side. His eyes never
left Dans in the mirror. Coffees almost done. I promise
at least *that* I can handle.
Okay. And the spaghetti...dont worry about that. Dan
blinked and looked down before meeting Ducks eyes once more. Maybe
I can cook for you next time?
The refection of his own wide smile nearly blinded Duck. Id
like that, Id like that a lot.
The shy smile that lit up Dans face matched Ducks perfectly.
Maybe matched wasnt the right word, complimented was better. Duck
took a minute to just look at their reflection. They looked good together.
Right. Hed never felt this type of connection with anyone.
And Dan... Dan seemed to be standing straighter, the weariness that
cloaked him just a week earlier seemed to be gone. And where those blue
eyes had been muted with despair, they were now unmistakably hopeful.
Duck reached out again, this time cupping the nape of Dans neck,
letting his thumb stroke back and forth
across his stubbled jaw.
Dan closed his eyes and shuddered. When he opened them again, he stretched
out his own arm and mimicked Ducks actions. And it was Ducks
turn to shudder.
When Duck could focus again, he could see the rapid rise and fall of
Dans chest and his own, already in perfect cadence. He met Dans
eyes again, and he knew that the other man was thinking the same thing.
They just stood there for a few moments getting to know each other in
the silence.
It was Dan who spoke first, his quiet voice echoing loudly in Ducks
ears. You were going to tell me the story behind this mirror.
Duck smiled, liking that Dan wanted to know his history. Reluctantly
removing his hand from Dans neck, Duck tilted his head and motioned
toward the couch. You wanna sit? Its kind of a long story.
Just let me go grab the coffee.
Dan just nodded and sat on the couch.
Duck popped his head back into the room. Cream and sugar?
Both, please.
Handing Dan both mugs of coffee, Duck sat down on the couch. He turned
to the side, leaning back against the arm of the couch to face Dan,
his hand across the back of the old leather couch.
Dan turned to face Duck, their knees brushing against each other, as
he handed the other man his mug of coffee.
Duck took a sip. Well like I said earlier, I made the mirror for
my Mum.
Dan nodded and stretched his arm out on the back of the couch behind
Ducks.
The mosaic frame is made from china my Dad had given her. When
they went on their first official date, they took the ferry across to
the mainland to have lunch at this beautiful old church that had been
turned into a restaurant. And my Mum fell in love with the china pattern.
Shed never seen anything like it before. Duck paused to
take another sip of his coffee. So, my Dad found out what the
pattern was and every week, hed present her with a plate or a
cup with the promise that when she had a complete set, theyd get
married.
Dan smiled, his hand absentmindedly stroking Ducks forearm on
the back of the couch. Thats a wonderful story.
My Mum used to love to tell that story and how hed give
her each piece wrapped with white butchers paper and a red ribbon.
He must have really loved her.
Duck smiled and nodded. He did. And she loved him too.
It must have been hard for her, for you both.
Smiling sadly, Duck took another sip of his coffee. At times.
But she always said she wouldnt have changed anything because
she knew what it was like to be truly loved.
Dan looked down and nodded.
Letting out a deep breath, Duck set his coffee down and rested his hand
on Dans knee. Anyway, getting back to the mirror. When my
Mum had her stroke, she had been in the kitchen cleaning out the china
cabinet and when she went down, so did quite a few of the dishes.
Oh no.
Yes, when she woke up that was all she remembered. She kept asking
about her dishes and Millie, who was who found her, had to tell her
that theyd gotten broken. My Mum was distraught.
Dan reached out and massaged Ducks neck. I can understand
that. They were like the last piece of your Dad for her.
Duck tilted his head to give Dans stroking fingers better access.
Exactly. So by the time I made it back to Wilby, she had pretty
much decided she wanted to die.
Dan shuddered, knowing that feeling all too well. That must have
been hard for you.
Duck snorted. Oh yeah, I didnt take it very well. And it
was either go to the Loyalist and buy a bottle or create something to
burn off the anger. I went out to the house and found the shattered
pieces, Millie had picked them up and saved them because she knew how
important they were to my Mum, and I decided to try to salvage them
in some way.
So you made the frame?
Duck nodded. I actually was going to make a picture frame to put
their wedding photo in, but I got ambitious. Im a much better
artist than I am a cook.
Chuckling, Dan smiled. Stop worrying about dinner.
Duck leaned forward and gave Dan a quick peck on the lips. Okay.
So I put a mirror in the frame and took it to my Mum at the hospital.
She didnt want to look at it at first, but I propped it up on
her bed and made her look at our reflection. I told her that just because
something was broken, didnt mean it wasnt still beautiful.
Dans breath caught. What did she say to that?
She promised shed work to get better and she did. I kept
the mirror propped up in her room so shed see it every day. And
when she came back home, we hung it in her bedroom. She said when she
stood there at night and looked in the mirror, she could almost see
my Dad standing behind her smiling.
Dan could feel the sting in his eyes. Thats a beautiful
story. And such a tribute to your parents.
Thanks, theres a bit more to the story, but well leave
that for another time.
Dan nodded, Okay, thank you for sharing it with me.
Thank you for asking. Are you ready for that pie now?
Dan nodded. Sure. He got up and followed Duck back into
the kitchen.
Duck reached into the cupboard and pulled out two small plates. Oh,
I meant to ask earlier, wheres your car?
Dan smiled. Well, I loaned it to my new business partner.
Serving the pie, Duck sat down across from Dan. Business partner?
Yes, it seems Sandra and I are going into business together.
Duck smiled around his mouthful of pie. Really? Doing what?
This is really good, Dan said, pointing to the pie with
his fork.
Duck nodded. Millies pie is the best. So the business?
Im going to reopen the video store, but in the upper room
at Iggys.
A huge grin broke out across Ducks face. Thats a great
idea.
Its gonna take some work, but I think so as well,
Dan said taking another bite of pie.
Licking his lips, Duck leaned in close. Well, Im thinking
you might know someone whod be willing to help. And at a really
good price.
Dan blushed and looked down. I didnt want to presume.
Reaching out, Duck cupped Dans jaw in his hand, his thumb stroking
his cheek. Whats to presume? Thats what friends do.
And no matter what happens, were friends arent we?
Dan closed his eyes and nodded. Yes, we are friends. Good friends.
Glad to hear it, Duck said with a smile. Do you want
another piece of pie?
Dan just nodded yes.
~*~*~*~*~
You really dont have to walk me home, Dan said, watching
Duck pull on a pair of white socks.
Duck looked up and smiled. I know I dont have to.
I want to, Duck said, repeating Dans earlier words.
Okay.
Pulling his pant legs up, Duck slid first one foot and then the other
into his well-worn work boots, long legs out straight in front of him.
Its a beautiful night out. We should take advantage of it
while we can. August always means rain.
I like rain. Theres something refreshing about it,
Dan said, watching the other man.
Duck looked up and smiled. I like the rain too. Nothings
more soothing than the sound of a light rain against the roof.
Standing up, Duck grabbed his beige jacket off the hook near the door.
He looked back at Dan and frowned. You didnt bring a jacket,
did you?
Dan shook his head. It was warm this afternoon.
Im sure its a bit chilly now. Hang on a sec.
Duck walked down the hallway and came out of the bedroom carrying a
brown barn jacket. Here, you can wear this.
Are you sure?
Duck held the coat open for Dan to put his arms in. Im sure.
Smoothing out the line of the coat across Dans back, Duck leaned
up and kissed the nape of Dans neck. Its the least
I can do after the spaghetti incident.
Dan turned around, a slight flush on his face. Thanks.
We dont want you catching a chill, Duck said heading
for the door. Do you want to take the scenic route?
Scenic? Dan turned around to look at Duck who was shutting
the door behind him.
The night air was crisp and the glowing moon provided a hint of natural
ambiance. Well we have two options, we could cut across the Wilby
High School stadium and down Elm Street until we hit Main, or we can
go the long way around, along the coast and Millers Woods.
Duck was hoping for the long way around because he wasnt ready
for the night to end, but hed leave the decision up to Dan.
The breeze ruffled Dans hair. Scenic sounds good to me.
Clumping down the front stairs, Duck waited for Dan to follow. He smiled
and winked. Ill give you the grand Wilby tour.
Dan just nodded and walked close beside him.
Walking along the well worn path near the beach, Duck could feel the
cool air blowing in off the water. It was refreshing and familiar in
a way that only Wilby could be. I love this time of night. When
the town is quiet and all you can hear are the crickets and owls.
It is peaceful.
Duck stopped in front of a huge sprawling tree, its base twisted and
gnarled like an arthritic hand. Okay, here we have the oldest
tree in Wilby. This big yellow birch is over a thousand years old.
Dan nodded. I remember reading about this tree.
Yes, its only one of two left on Wilby. But when I was a
kid, this tree was Mt. Everest. It was the tree that all the kids wanted
to climb. Ducks face was illuminated in the moonlight as
he talked about the tree with a reverence left over from his childhood.
Dan stepped to his side, curving his hand along Ducks waist as
they looked up a the tree. Did you climb it?
Duck grinned wide. Of course, I did. Even left my mark.
Mark?
Mhmm, I carved my initials in one of the branches near the top.
Duck stretched his arm along Dans shoulders, and pointed with
his other one.
It was that important to you?
Oh yes, it was quite an accomplishment for a short kid. Nobody
thought Id be able to do it.
Dan rubbed his hand along Ducks waist. So you made sure
you did?
Nodding, Duck leaned over for a quick kiss. It took me all summer,
but yes I did. Of course, I worked so hard getting up there, I forgot
Id have to get back down.
But you figured it out eventually?
Duck nodded. Yep. I got scrapped up a bit. Still have the scars
to prove it. Duck held out his hand, showing Dan the scar along
the meaty part of his palm.
Dan held Ducks hand in his own, his thumb sweeping across the
scar.
Duck shuddered and cleared his throat. I figured it was only fair.
I carved my initials into it and it left its own mark on me.
Dan bent his head forward and kissed the mark. He raised his eyes to
Duck. Im glad we took the scenic route.
Me too.
Even with Duck stopping every few minutes to reveal some other hidden
Wilby treasure, the scenic route ended at Dans motel much too
quickly for his liking. The evening had been perfect, even with his
crappy spaghetti.
And as if Dan could hear his thoughts, he said, I have a wonderful
time tonight. Thanks for dinner and the walk.
Duck smiled. Thank you for coming over. I had a great time as
well.
Do you want to come in? Dan asked, leaning back against
his motel door.
Duck smiled, reaching out to run his hand along Dans jaw. Yes,
I do. I really, really do. But Im not going to.
Dan reached out and drew Duck to him in a fierce hug. Long arms wrapped
tight around him for all of Wilby to see. You sure?
Duck returned the hug just as hard and nuzzled Dans neck. I
am. Weve got all the time in the world. No need to rush things.
Dan exhaled softly and nodded. Well here let me give you back
your coat.
Duck shook his head. Reaching down to grab either side of the coat,
he leaned in for a kiss. He kept it short as he didnt want to
spook the other man. Making out on the couch was one thing, but French
kissing out front of the Wilby motel was probably more than Dan was
ready for. Hang on to it until you come over again.
Okay, Dan said, fingers threading through Ducks hair
as he bent down to deepen the kiss, his tongue stroking Ducks
into action.
Duck opened his mouth and let Dan set the pace. He was very close to
forgetting his promise to go slow as Dans hands snaked under his
shirt and jacket, cool hands quickly warming his back. It was hard to
argue with the allure of Dans fingers pressing into his skin,
pulling him firmly against him. But he wasnt a kid anymore and
he wasnt going to let his body override his heart. This was too
important to mess up, so Duck reluctantly pulled his mouth away several
seconds later. Breathing hard, he nuzzled Dans neck once more.
Meet me at Iggys for breakfast in the morning?
Dan nodded, heart pounded and just as breathless.What time?
Duck pulled back and searched Dans face. The other man looked
beautiful in the moonlight, lips wet from kissing, eyes full of desire.
He rubbed his thumb across Dans bottom lip. Eight.
he said, resting his outstretched arms on Dans shoulders.
Ill be there. Be careful walking home.
Duck leaned in for one more kiss, this one more chaste. Sweet
dreams.
You too. And thanks again.
Night.
Goodnight, Dan said, finally opening the door to his room
and walking inside.
Once the door was shut, Duck ran his fingers through his hair, letting
out a long breath. He began the long walk home. It was long really,
it just seemed that way without Dan along to keep him company. As he
shoved his hands in his pockets, he realized they were a bit shaky but
this time it wasnt nerves, it was his body buzzing with desire.
He knew he did the right thing ending the night the way he did, but
he was going to be hard pressed to get his body to agree with him. Itd
be a long time before hed get to sleep tonight. That was a thought.
Maybe he could harness that energy into something productive.
Hed go back to his place and paint. Its been a while since
hed been inspired to create something new, but Dan calling his
painting beautiful made him remember how good if felt to have someone
you cared about appreciate your artwork. Thats what hed
do, hed paint a picture for Dan, maybe something with a western
theme that he could hang in the new store. It wasnt as grand a
statement as a piece of china a week, but itd show that this was
not a casual thing for him. And maybe, just maybe if things turned out
the way he hoped, with them finding their own brand of happily ever
after together, the painting could mark the beginning of something wonderful.
Duck quickened his pace, wanting to get started building on that future,
one brushstroke at a time.
~Fin~
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